When I am Sad… I write.

Words.

Hip hop made me. I don’t say this to sound cool or sound like a real one. It’s the truth.

Growing up I listened to a lot of Rap music and Country music.

These are the deepest genres of music in my opinion. They are rhythmic and they tell a story.

The past couple of weeks have been very emotional for me, I have gone through a shift with my emotions and a new start that I didn’t want but It happened and I’m moving forward because moving backwards is not the move.

It’s hard to start again, with your career, your goals, your relationships. It’s hard.

I found my light at the end of the tunnel so when it gets hard I review what my light is and I forge ahead.

It is not easy at all but it’s my affirmation.

The only way to go is up, and it might not be progress or change.

Up can be a refresh.

It doesn’t change the layout of your life but it removes the errors or mistakes you made and gives you a fresh sheet to start again.

That’s what I’m doing right now.

I am clicking the refresh button. It’s not the easiest thing but I know I have the keys. Literally.

So I hit refresh and I am reaffirming my goals, my career, my love life and my choices.

I hit refresh.

I have time.

I have a blank sheet. I am correcting my typos and I am calm.

When I am sad, I write.

This time I am remaking my story.

Less woes and more wins.

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